Happy New Year
So, I’m here on the rooftop somewhere downtown. Listening to the horns everywhere, sounds of fireworks, enjoying my starbucks cup of chocolate caramel, with my family and just enjoying the sight of the last night in 2011. The season is still pretty much holiday, pretty much christmas and the christmas lights are still hanging on the trees, and the lights from the high buildings… It’s nice you know, to be here, to have a chance to live and see how beautiful world can be, how joy is like the air we breathe, it’s nice and well, sad maybe at the same time because we had to end a year that might have been a good one for us. I felt great. I felt magical last year, I was celebrating new year in the happiest place, Disneyland in Los Angeles. It meant so much to me because it was my dream, to come to US and I had fun there. It was unforgettable moment, and now I’m here in my own country, secretly can’t move on from that memory that I want to relive. But you know, it’s time. Time is keep moving forward and it doesn’t ever stop to wait for you. I’m realizing that I can’t keep dwelling on my past. And 2011 has been great. No it wasn’t an easy year. It’s a great one because God has blessed me so much. God has given me so much than I could ask for, and I thank God that I still have a chance to breathe until this second and not one second I live without gratefulness of the joy and blessing He has given me. It started so greatly, in the first second of 2011 I was screaming on the top of my lungs in Disneyland, and then I was dancing with my friends, until 3 in the morning, it was so dreamy and I remembered it like it happened just yesterday. Time flies, those were stressful days because there was national exam coming up and then I did it, it turned out good enough for me but not for my parents and then I did some tests and didn’t make it to get accepted into schools I wanted, and I had to register to schools I didn’t know and stuff, they were hard for me, my parents were angry, and my tutor who supposed to lead how to register to some schools did some mistake and it turned out that I couldn’t register anywhere. So miserable days, when my parents all were angry, I had nowhere to go, my friends has school and on vacation now, it was a lot of pressure for me until the day of the first day of school, the school I really wanted to go to, called me and offer the empty chair. I mean I knew lots of people who wanted it just as bad as I was and I can’t thank God enough for this. It was a miracle for me and the fact that God chose me made me feel grateful to be where I am now. In 2011 I went to my first concert ever too, it was A Rocket To The Moon, Hey Monday and. The Downtown Fiction in one night. My friends are all going so, in the venue when I was bumped into someone, it must’ve been someone I know lol. It was a great concert, small venue, lots of people that made it thick with ‘concert feeling’ you know the crowd. Jumping, makes the band speechless that we were so loud, I didn’t really know the songs but it gave me chills and goosebumps because how loud people were and they were like singing along with passion, and yeah I loved it. The next concert followed, my second one. This was really big concert, it was Paramore. Yes, it was sick! I mean no one I know wanted to watch it. So I had to watch it alone. I just knew that one my friend went to watch it and I met one old friend there. I didn’t get front row but man…. I know all the songs, and it was outdoor, and I was dancing all night long, screaming the lyrics on the top of my lungs, seeing hayley headbanging, and jeremy jumping, taylor being so cute with the traditional hat. And it was, my birthday present from my dad :) Highschool is great. I made some friends, new ones… Loads of work though. But so far, its been good. New experience of discipline, like I went for a trip to a village in the middle of nowhere and stay there, and do all on my own, like cleaning and cooking…. Glad it wasn’t always me though, my friend is a good cook so thank God for that lol. And for my friends from LA to here. It’s a blessing to know them. We have reunion like once a month if we can, and it’s always been crazy great. Love them! And for my family in US. I love you guys so much, to The Riley’s family thank you for a great christmas last year, I can’t thank you guys enough. All the family has been so welcoming and nice, and to my host family, The Kubacki’s, to Mary, Paul and Joel. I love you guys and I wish for the best. To the US, I’m gonna be back as soon as I can. I will come back. I just wanna thank God for all the blessings he hasn’t stop giving me. Thanks to the joy and to the lessons of life and my hope is to be success and be a better person in this new year, I hope it’s a great year and I can’t wait to experience all the new great events. HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!